Brand New World!

CHANGED!

2009-02-15T01:25:00.002+08:00

I have change to Live Journal... Yup.. so... you may go there to read...

http://karenshui.livejournal.com

This is random.

2009-02-12T23:38:00.003+08:00

I cant sleep tonight. i dunno why. hahas.. what to do? i feel like eating oreo cheesecake and pizza. hahas. omg. pack for mi. but i will get fat. hahas

finally, its the last day of school. my exam is like the last 3 days of the exam period, im not motivated to study. help! someone, pls force mi to study, or.. juz get into the correct mood.

I miss going to kim seng to bowl with edd they all, edd's my mentor! hahas. We won a match against the rest of the ppl. I missed the playing pool with them too. hahas. I suddenly missed sec sch life! hahas. I wanna go visit my sec sch. Lw promised tt we will go back.. soon... but i wonder when.. its always one of us not able to make it. hahas.

Im now in my room, listening to 933..tis is like sooo long since i really sit down in my room to listen to tt radio. it seems so dusty. hahas!

omg. after typing these..im still not tired. wat can i do?

Exam's coming

2009-02-11T14:42:00.002+08:00

Finally!!! its coming to an end for another sem... all assignment done..left with one.. next week is the study week which im feeling sooooo XXXX. anyway. watever it is.. this fri would be the last day of mi in 2L05... wats the next class im goin to? Honestly speaking, i also duno.. hahas. Im not sure if im suppose to look forward it or not... i'll see by then...when i get the next sem timetable... hahas

Things i wanna do next sem..!! After FOC... i wanna get a part-time job! hahas. and support myself.. hopefully..I wanna learn from my sis and go overseas on my 21st birthdae! maybe i should start saving now... 18-21..3 years..should be more than enough. haha! hope i can really get a part-time job. hahas..

Also!! i wanna pass my license asap!! hahas.. best to before sch starts again.. but i noe.. it is goin to be very difficult.. probably before my attachment.. hahas... but somehow.. i have a feeling that i will fail one time... -.-

anyway.. exams coming. all the best to everyone!

Yay!!!

2009-02-05T08:21:00.001+08:00

yesterdae is the last paper for french this sem..!! hahas.. it finally ended..i cleared one level again!!! hahas. upon receiving the paper.. i thought it was very thick.. hahas.. but there was only 5 pages! hahas. omg. than i looked at the paper... its like.so difficult man. i knew it i was going to score for this paper... hahas.. so i can only rely on my oral...unfortunately, my oral has nv been good. i was prepared to fail for the oral. lol... when it was my turn... the beginning turn out to be ok.. (always like tt), but sequently, when testing my vocab... (cui!) hahas! i noe i wont do well for this test yesterdae..but i will pass this level! hahaha.

Benoit says we may have a vacation module... hopefully we really have it!!! hahahas..

Terrible...!

2009-02-03T23:42:00.003+08:00

Im just feeling so, extreme terrible. i hate this kind of feeling. I juz promised my cousin to go for the outing on Friday which I really dun feel like going. Oh man, but if I dun go... its very "bu gei mian zi". Wish me all the best. I think this is the 1st time that im really doing something so reluctantly. Hopefully it will be last.

I have a very "bu xiang de yu gan" for Friday. I dun think it is goin to be that simple of juz passing the DVD. But i hope tt its juz so simple. He keeps saying hes nice. Im juz wondering if it's true...

Acknowledged cousin

2009-01-30T00:19:00.001+08:00

hahas. i acknowledged my "long-lost" cousin. lol! and finally get some facts rite through msn-ing. hahas. Wat a joke man! hahas!

Chinese New Year

2009-01-29T08:26:00.003+08:00

CNY was AWESOME. omg. i juz feel so honoured to have such a big family...! hahas. can you believe it? I actually went to 7 places on the first day, 4 places on the second day and 3 main places + 2 places. hahas!! omg. I got lots of ang bao too this year. 40 + 7. hahas. faint! hahas.

Day 1.
went to...

cemetry at to bai nian with my paternal grandfather...
than to my 2nd uncle house at for my paternal grandmother... hahas
next to my maternal side, old youngest uncle for my great-grandmother. omg. here is like all the old aunties and uncles...their children my mum's counsin. hahas. imagine how "small" i am. hahas. of coz my grandparents are here too! hahas.
and then we went to my materal grandfather's brother house...
than to my paternal grandma's cousin at bukit pangjang. hahas. im not too sure wat im suppose to call her though...
next is my dad's eldest brother house also at bp... at least here.. im not the youngest.. hahas. omg. but i feel a lil old..coz im called a auntie=.= lol.
finally to my father's third sis house! haha. last destination of the day...

Well, i gambled for the first time! hahas.. i mean.. using other ppl $$ to gamble. hahas. playing mahjong. hahas. i look at my sister play..omg..haha. she lost like $3plus..erm..they were juz playing 10cents 20cents. hahas... I juz soo kind enough to help my sister play... (faint, my hands are juz itchy) and won the money back in just TWO rounds! hahas.. tt must be beginner's luck. hahas.. i won the 1st round with pin hu! hahas..than the second one was some flower, animal, than da pai. hahas.. omg..i juz feel so lucky! hahas.

We started the first day late..like around 11pm..but ended at like..2plus..haha.. day 2.. is goin to be a extreme long one...

Day2.
As usual, we'll go to malaysia and visit my paternal grandma's siblings..with my grandmother following us...hahas.. we usually go to william's house first... i think his grandma is the youngest sis. hahas.omg. i juz cannot figure out the relations. hahas.. this year..my cousins went too! hahas.. anyway... this year we went to william's house as the 2nd destination.

The first was the elder brother i suppose, no kids, all sleeping. hahas.. no doubt they must have been very tired... we went there early in the morning and reach like around 11am? they are sooo liao bu qi! did the cookies themselves and is like.super nice! unfortunately..i cant eat too much-.-

than went to william house..hahas. so looked forward it... but hes leaving on 15 feb to aust for 4 years... omg.. i think is like migrating there man. Kelvin is there already..not back this year.. aw... Im goin to miss u2!!!! hahas...ur house is the one i look forward most... coz is like i dunno other cousins there.. hahas.. next year is goin to be a very boring cny.... hahas. we went for lunch at some abalone noodle house.hahas. shiok!

Haiz, hahas. anyway, the next destination is always full of children! hahas.. i think is the younger brother house.. hahas... dunno anyone there, lucky william came with us..otherwise we are goin to be so bored..somemore this is like the last time to catch up! hahas. we can juz chat so much and non-stop with my 2 sisters! hahas...

Going to one of the son's house, next to jusco... hahas. is so nice.. i dunno is 3 or 4 storey high...but the bungalow i suppose is soo big and nice and.. CHEAP! hahas. since his house is beside jusco.. of coz we have to go there! since we only go there like once a year. hahas..

next, was dinner at some dunno random place. is freaking ex. like singapore $$ like tt. hahas. but is ok..coz it was so hard to find a place to eat. hahas! then we went home..is like...9-10 plus when i reach home... hahas... i think i spent another "more than 12hours" outside.

Day 3.
most ppl start work/sch today..but this is not the case for my family! hahas.. but.. jasmine skipped lesson todae. hahas. went to my paternal grandfather's friend house! we call him grandfather too! hmm..but he had a fall..and juz finish an operation... yup..so he took 3 days leave from the hosp.and stay home... hahs. Felt glad tt he seems to be healthier than last year! hahas.. his wife is cute, both of them are 88..but so healthy and lively! every year when we go there, his wife will got shanghai nian gao for... with some other food..so we'll have lunch there~! soooooo nice man.! hahas.... they are so cheerful and juz so cute!!! hahas... Grandfather wants to go back shaoxing, but the wife dun wan... i wanna go there and see too! went there only once.. hahas.. but i still wanna goo..the house is really kampong kind! hahas.. omg omg, when is my dad bringing me there again...

anyway, after grandfather's house...we came back.. hahs .my dad think is too boring..so he called the baoyu uncle.! hahas than we went to his house. spent like 2-3 hours? hahas.. the son initially need to go sch..than ask the dad to send... hahas.. than when my parents offered, he paiseh sia.lol.. in the end take bus to sch. lol!

by then is like 4 plus.. the time so bu 3 bu 4. haas. i have french at 6.. haha..wanted to go ah lee uncle house.. but he not in..end up we go maternal grandparents house. hahas! stone there like 30mins than my parents send mi to sch. hahas.. is like the first itme whole family send mi to sch! hahas.than they good lor. go alumni eat dinner..pack subway for mi-.-

last destination of the cny! to liu's family. my family tourmates 2 years ago! hahas. a very friendly family.. hahas. we celebrate new year every year with them tooo! haha..catch up with the son, the daughter like so quiet! hahas...

well, i guess tt marks the end of the cny celebrations!

Death Anniversary.

2009-01-22T20:10:00.002+08:00

Today is the 10th death anniversary of my grandfather (4 days before cny). anyway, that year was a friday... yup.

enough of this. i did sth meaningful todae! hahas..swim than sleep. hahas. oh man. i wanted to wake up at 6.30pm..but i set my alarm wrongly again! hahas.. in the end... juz wake up=.= missed my dinner time and show! hahas. "faint"

I feel so sianz~ omg.

MDE-SOE!

2009-01-14T23:35:00.003+08:00

This marks the end of MDE-SOE. I din not make the wrong of doing my e-learning and watching the Concert. It was not bad, i mean... rather good. I may not be the overall IC, jus a small pawn doing the sai kang of contacting the finalist, ticketing and video.. hahas.. Had fun still! Some finalist are really friendly... while some are XXX. hahas.Well, its a good exposure for mi to interact with new ppl. hahas Look forward seeing them in school soon... esp those friendly ones. they will be really friendly enough to say "hi" and brighten up my day.

anyway, thanks yn! for coming down... but.. i nv acc u..really feel very bad. hahas. but i noe u are understanding... (o:

nick is juz so lame to keep apologizing to mi. hahas. i wonder why he would feel bad for not "crediting" me... hahas. (you may not be reading this...) but really lar, i nv blame u at all.. coz is like.. u credit me liao.. as if they noe who am i.... only the finalists will noe me... I noe wat i have done, i deserved what i should le...so.. yup. hahas!

Anyway, we went to kap to eat... met my cousin, leonel, and sec sch friend yongjin. hahas.. not bad arh.. most importantly.. i see my long-lost eye candy!!! hahas, ops. ppl no worries, my eye candy not from canoe-ing de. hahas.

We crapped so much at kap~! had so much fun imitating ppl...from the comm... hahas!!! din feel like leaving the place de. hahas! But rainee seems so dead. she must be really tired, and relax now.. i guessed. hahas!

alrite. i think i better start doing the admin work... otherwise work will start piling again...

I LOVE TODAY!

Passion?!

2009-01-13T15:25:00.000+08:00

Juz random...feel like doin sth tt i have passion!! but..apparently.... that sth is nth-.-

Thanks

2009-01-08T22:35:00.000+08:00

Thanks Joanne! hahas. for listening to my complaints! haha..Hopefully the both of us will change for the better. u know wat im saying. hahas! (o:

Irritating Freak

2009-01-08T09:39:00.003+08:00

My class has a IRRITATING FREAK,due to personal privacy name shall not be mentioned.

Someone who feels lke a fish out of the water...

I - rritating
R - igid
R-eckless
I-rksome
T-houghtless
A-nnonying
T-roublesome
I-njudicious
N-ettlesome
G-alling

Yeah! my vocab... improved!~

Evaluation

2009-01-07T12:31:00.002+08:00

I think there is no one on earth will fail their evaluation...rite? hahas. i think i break the record. hahas! FAINT! Shhhh! hahas..but i still pass it the 2nd time. hahas..omg lor..the practice so easy..than i do the evaluation.... like XXX lol... hahas 2nd time more lucky..the questions are so much easier..hahas. This really depends on ur luck. hahas!

ok... reading my emails...i saw this joke(lol):

'I am your Doctor. Sorry to inform you that you have a brain problem.Your brain is in 2 parts... Left and right.The left part has nothing right in it, and the right has nothing left init'

anywya..ppl. if you are reading this posrt, pls dun email mi gruesome pictures!!! and chain letters. Jokes are ok..but not dirty ones. so sick of clearing this mails from my inbox.
Thanks for your co-operation.

Japan Trip!

2008-12-28T18:13:00.013+08:00

I have decided not to wait for the photos from cousin..think that will take quite sometime to recieve it! here are some photos...

Arriving at Japan!!! here we see mount Fuji!

This is our first hotel @ Hokkiado.

Loitering nearby some of the hotels we stayed...

The well-known production of Hokkaido...

Playing in the "Snowland"! My dearest sister had sacrifice it... No worries erjie, i enjoyed to the fullest for u!

Look at the Salmons...

This is the factory outlet of all branded stuffs!

The driver for first day at Tokyo.. His 60yrs old. OMG (if i din remember wrongly)

He sent us to.... Mount Fuji! We went up! but... its kind of ordinary.

Than to Ginza... a place like Orchard Road where it sells high-end products....

Than....

To the rainbow bridge, and Ferris Wheel...

Hotel @ Tokyo!

Taking the public transport: Train

The first "self-destination">>>

I finally tried the green tea ice-cream!

@ Harajuku...Was suppose to see some cosplay...but we arrive too late. Ops!

Our dinner at Harajuku! *To the Herbs"!

DisneyLand!

My lunch ->

Off we go to Disney Sea...

This is the Tower of Terror. Wahaha.

The place where we have the last meal at Tokyo. Ramen.

After this trip...
BIG NONOs for mi

No salmon for mi.
No BBQ food. (thanks)
No Ramen.

Thanks. Imagine you have to eat them like...everydae!!!! *faint* Got so sick of it.. hm...theres no sushi in the meals. lol.

Biggest Regret >>>> Not Buying the musical box...(keychain)

Great Fun>>>>> the snowrider to the "snowland"!

Hmm...Disneyland & Sea were average...if only had more time spent tt.. PLS dun keep taking photos..there. u will not be able to play all the games!

Still I prefer Disney Sea.. the games were more thrilling..but i themeparks at GoldCoast are more fun.

A Video recorded at Hokkaido!!

It's a Sunday

2008-12-28T18:04:00.002+08:00

Waiting for some show to load..so here im to make a post? hahas..btw My family had a mini bbq last nite... unfortunately.. i din attend.. coz i had a fever! omg. once again, i put my life at risk. I do not have medicine to bring down my fever, i freaked my mum and sisters out again. think they din sleep well last nite. hahas!

So...i have to rest at home todae... although my mum asked if i wan to go over to my grandparents house..but i cant. i need to recover quickly coz tml got food chain trial run... *faint* initially looked forward it.. but..suddenly..with my health like tt..im kind of sian.

What can i do on the last Sunday of the year? hahas! i watch Little Nonya on tudou... hahas... coz of the Japan trip..i missed out a lot of ep..and now im spending todae to watch it.. free from any other things.

back to the bbq.. hahas.i think the food must have been very nice. hahas. there were no leftovers! i expected some leftovers so i can eat them todae...but apparently..when i open the fridge...it is EMPTY=.= and i got a gift from my aunt...we had this "draw lots" stuffs before i fly...and yup... i received a precious moment thermal flask! hahas. Love it! and i seriously need it now..to drink more warm water. hahas. thanks!

Merry Christmas!

2008-12-25T11:13:00.000+08:00

Im back! hahas. finally.. and belated birthdae to myself! hahas... will tok about my trip another day.. tons of tasks to settle! =.=

Rush Rush Rush

2008-12-13T11:26:00.002+08:00

omg omg omg. goin overseas tml nite and i haven pack my lugguage! *faint* assignments still not done and got to ask joanne over to tell mi the budget stuffs...it will be too late if i ask her after i come back. Shes coming soon! hahas..

My dearest sister is cooking lunch! hahas.. LUNCH~! so long she nv cook...but i wont expect too much lar. hahas... Still... better than no food.

Wish mi all the best... so tt i can finish my work before i FLY! well, i believe i can.lol!!!

Last Day of Common Test!

2008-12-12T01:00:00.003+08:00

The last day is here! in fact..yesterdae.. was IMGT. hahas! the test ended with a .... normal attitude.hahas... the class rep chasing ppl to pay $$-.- wat a class rep. hahas! well, at least she got the chalet skeleton..well all the best in planning eh? hahas.

I was suppose to go movie...shopping..etc with wl, wt, clar and yn..well..i went to the shop to help out..until like...6 plus..than i proceed to wl house! hahas..actually is not tt far as i thought..instead was quite near. hahas.

Well, lucky wl they all were kind enough to understand my situation when i ps them..hahas!

Anyway, my mum sent them to Holland V...while waiting...guess Yn's sibling's names... hahas.. i think im talented in it. lol.

Feel so paiseh got to trouble wl parents to prepare the food..hahas. it was nice though... together with the steamboat..i thought it was juz soup..but actually same as the marina style.! hahas. Mr & Mrs Foong! hahas.

As usual..im the slowest! hahs... we have gift exchange after tt..so sian! 3 of them buy chocolates! hahas=.= mine was from clar. hahas. thanks anyway. Also thanks for the card and crocs! hahas.. i like them lots! din expect to get a story book and tt "orh buang" thing...it is goin to be very useful! hahas.

We played monopoly....spongebob version. hahas! i got the snail! i dunno whats the real name.. lol! Coz im always the slowest..therefore... snail.=.= i wonder wat logic is this. hahas! Wt turns out to be the winner! hahas..

Watched little nonya! hahas..with the accompany of log cake aka birthdae cake fore clar, mi and wl. hahas..so creative eh..? omg too chocolate.my throat cannot take it.. plus wine! hahas. i juz take like...1-2 sips. hahas..but it was acceptable...not too bitter. hahas. wt drank most of it. hahas!

Hmm...yn too.. she got sooo high after tt..going round and round..trying to disrupt us from watching forensic. EVIL YN~ hahas... but she did not really success. hahas..coz wl parents and brother came out to eat! hahas. she dared to not "misbehave" So lame of her to take the turtle out from wl's room. lol.

Thats almost all for todae! hahas

oh yes! i suddenly feel like tt my choice of goin to the shop was correct. hahas. my parents can get almost everything done..and my uncle will not be so tedious..hahas..i only learnt todae tt he studied diploma in marketing! ahahs cert from UK!!!! but he took the paper locally la.hahas... this kind of cert very precious de ok~ im not being sua ku. hahas! i pei fu sia...hahas...despite the family background still can like tt...but..i think hes like... living for the sake of living, i realised he did not really do anything he like... hmm.. juz hope tt his children will be more filial to him... I learnt to treasure my parents from my uncle's story. I guess he was very shocked when i asked him what did he study in the past.... i doubt his children ask him that question... Hes actually very knowlegable and capable. Hes my idol! hahas...hmm.... in terms of knowledge... everything he do is for the 2 families and his siblings.

State of Mind

2008-12-12T00:43:00.002+08:00

Common Test is finally over~!!!! hahas... i wonder how i manage to survive this term... is like...so tired all the way...! hahas. Not pinning too much hopes this time... juz hope it would be less than 70. hahas...All the best to myself!!!

Im not sure the my current state of mind... I din noe what i have been doing ..i wonder...if i was too lazy to care or remember what i had been doing...or too numb for it.... Well, juz hope that everything will go well for me! hahas.

Rather encouraged by someone who said i was capable... Handling common tests, at the same time doing my assignments. hahas. reflecting, i realise it was quite true. hahas! ops!. handling my studies, ccas, family, friends, and certain kind of ppl tt i cannot tolerate... hahas... although there were signs of my studies deproving..at least, i still can balance it not tt badly... hahas. My skin seems to be so thick. hahas. ops!

thanks to this... let mi endure a lil more before is grad! Its goin to be soon... *more than 365 days... but less than 500 days! hahas

As for tt decision/choice, i am now very sure tt i did not make the wrong choice~! hahas

kc- have a positive mindset. hahas. Thanks arh!

Joke of the Day

2008-12-03T23:33:00.002+08:00

Todae's French Test seems to be the biggest joke! hahas... the teacher had already read the listening comprehension for 4 times and there are ppl getting it wrong..thinking tt it refers to the 2nd listening compre! hahas! In the end, he has to read again... for the 5th time..making the answers even more obvious. Omg... this certainly made all of us luffed. hahas

Shock, Tired, Than?

2008-11-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

hmm...how should i begin?? catch up with my wp lw eil and mal yesterdae..so surprise they will come when i call them..is sooo last min.. hahas..but kind of sian coz they dun tok-.-

anyway... im almost prepared what u are goin to tell mi...although i juz need u to confirm with mi..i was kind shock when u really confirm.. hahas! but is ok!!!! i can make more friends...and learn more things.. hahas..no worries... this is a very good training for mi to be more independent... I know im goin to be alone again...

Thanks for accompanying mi to get those things todae! hahas..is sooooo fruitful..!!! hahas..and we had fun rite?? damn alvin and wy make use of us..hahas.. but we shall not hold against them..Coz we are kind! Rite??? i think they should juz thank us for helping them..

Haha!

2008-11-27T16:06:00.003+08:00

I feell soooo HAPPY todae! haha.s Done the SIANZ homework..i finished those urgent one le! hahas... Finish at like 2 plus...than i cant sleep.. hahs wat a joke rite? Fall asleep at 4... i suppose..than i got to wake at like 7!!! Well, overslept. hahas. Lucky its my dad who is sendin mi to sch...

Well, i somehow "force" wl to say somethings..that cleared my doubts..hahas.. but wl, im goin to question u more tml! hahas!

Again, wt did not come..she officially self declare study break? hahas. i dunno... lets see tml...if she will be late or wat.

Peace!

2008-11-26T12:27:00.003+08:00

yeah! hope some things that are supposed to be settled...settle this sat...than world peace! hahas! Hope it is a +ve outcome..hahas...theres nth i can do now...but just sit and wait... hahas.!

hmm..looking at u and them blending so well..i feel a lil of jealousy... am i thinking too much?

Bright

2008-11-24T17:46:00.002+08:00

hahas. the world is not tt dark afterall, realised i have been thinking too much... Maybe wl and wt are not tt bad.... hahas...

Anyway..i've a weird dream.. i mean 2.. they are somehow related.. hahas. wonder y did i get tt dream... i cannot remember clearly about the dreams.. but... is really very weird and funny! i think if i tell sz...she will faint. lol!

There's test tml...but im not urgent at all.is this is a good thing or bad thing?? will i be able to do well.. and maintain my standard? hahas.

Hospital

2008-11-22T15:28:00.006+08:00

went to the hospital and stay a nite there! it has been quite some time since i last when there in the middle of the nite... I must have freak my family members out last nite. Sorry~

I wonder what it is that i ate...which im allergic to...Never had this feeling for a long time... Maybe i juz too tired... thought there were some symptoms... Not too sure...hahas

such an coincidence, the doctor actually attended to my mum...where she had the same symptoms...but hers was worst.lol! but last nite is really an eye opener for mi..although i was drowsy.... but i can roughly figured out wat happen... anyway..it is so troublesome...being waked in the middle of nite a few times to measure my blood pressure... hahas...but the nurses were very nice... also...Sorry MDES..i cant celebrate nick's bdae...thanks for ur concern..Im ok now! Lastly.. Happy Birthdae Nicholas!

Well, i let mentoring down too..

Anyway...from this incident..i can really sense tt my sisters are very anxious for mi..lol..

Changed

2008-11-20T15:57:00.002+08:00

Cheated. I cheated in for my test! hahas.. still din really do tt well... I thought this was the 1st time... but wl told mi its the second time... before the test i was like saying... "eh. later cheat arh?" lol... Wonder y did i say tt. lol.. I always hated ppl who cheat..now im doing it. -.-

I really cheated.. Wl claimed she din... i wasnt sure. than she msn-ed mi... saying..."if im happy, continue with it". I began to wonder if the both of us had changed. I seems to be behaving like her in the past... and she seems so weary of mi..seems to be afraid tt i will overtake her... This is wat i feel... Expect mi to print everything for us..etc. i wonder if she was joking or wat...but her tone is like... XXX

Well, i thought she was someone who is fine with everything... but now...it dun seems to be the way... I remember she told mi this before "wa lao. 2 times top liao.. cant she give other ppl a chance". it totally changed the opinion i have of her...

So... wats the thing now? She changed? or I changed? should i continue to lend her things... share with her everything...?

I wished i could juz stop talking to u. and stay far away... but its is so impossible? regardless of everything. u are juz so selfish. I seriously dun mind sharing things with ppl... i juz dun share with ppl who dun share... u are entering this group of ppl. From the ecom exam paper... i can sense it already... even from the itl...coip...the way u approach lecturers... the way u present urself in class... the tone of u "asking" the lecturers questions... sometimes i juz cannot tolerate. Im not sure if u can tolerate mi...but i guess the worst thing u cant tolerate mi is rushing u...i wonder if there are anymore...very curious to know..do let mi know..at least should there be a day u dislike/hate mi..i will know why. ur mindset of finding a bf in uni... u seemed to firm...but from what i see now... ...

?

2008-11-19T20:50:00.001+08:00

I juz want time to stop. Earth to stop spining. Had fun today.

Lesson Again...

2008-11-18T09:57:00.000+08:00

So boring... falling asleep.

I Wonder...

2008-11-17T20:49:00.002+08:00

I wonder how am i goin to survive and do well for the tests... that are coming... time is juz not enough...i dun get enough rest...not to say.SLEEP. hahas..

Let mi see...

Tues - MDES Booth
Wed - Red Camp
Thurs & Fri - Wishing Spheres + Test
Sat - Skating
Sun - Do all my assignments! that i still owe wt and wl
Mon - Yeah! nth on~ I need to study for it-.-
Tues - Test
Wed - French Test? Not too sure...
Thurs - Yeah Rest
Fri - Yeah!
Sat - Mentoing
Sun - Chiong Assignments
(Study Break Begin~)Mon - Assignment Due...
Tues - Test again...
Wed - E Learning for French? I think there is MDES booth
Thurs to Sunday- Study for CT
Monday - Assignment due again
Tues to Fri - CT?

And off i go for holidae! YIPEEEEE!~

Finally can escape..ahahas... but tt is like...1 month later-.-

I LOVE SATURDAES!

2008-11-15T23:21:00.002+08:00

Needless to say... Is MENTORING DAY! althought there is no mentoring session.. i was late for meeting..coz im like..sick again... but i LOVE todae! they simply brightened up my life! I Lost a day to do my hw... but i think is worth it!

Went to ECP! they riverside ppl had planned an outing.. and we went there to play treasure hunt.. hahsa.. I think that was rather well-planned..and can help they put in effort! hahas.. GOOD JOB! it has been so long since i can seriously be a participant. hahas! it juz feel soooo good.. Unfortunately.. i dunno how to cylce! hahas..need to trouble ppl to cycle mi again. hahas. ops.!

The thought of having to go ECP tml again..is soooo sian! hahs..and im like goin there on next sat fo the actual skating event... *SHAG* hahas.. no worries KAREN! im sure im can endure these! Hahas...

The world is getting darker.

2008-11-13T19:54:00.008+08:00

You juz sux. go ahead and luff at mi...next time its my turn. Maybe you can tell mi the point of living on earth... with good grades but witout a friend? omg. thats is juzzzzz soooooo sad rite? trying to blend into ppl..but find it so difficult...who are ask u to be soooo fishmonger and dao? oh pls. MARVIN OEI. maybe u can answer my questions?

i juz cant wait to defer. ppl are taking mi for granted. i dun see the point of treating them so nice... TREAT OTHERS HOW YOU WAN THEM TO TREAT YOU. Well, thats for U! U! & U! cherish before its gone. dun regret when its too late. Go ahead and take everything for granted and live your own-life to the fullest eh?

Not sure if u ppl gossiped mi. but im sure there are ppl doin so. It doesnt matter where i go, i juz have to make sure i survived. Not too sure how am i goin to, but im sure i will.

Had i not make tt decision 1+yr ago, things may/may not be this way. Perhaps...better or worst? but i think i will be much happier. Im really very curious. but im sure decisions for entering the mentoring comm, and mdes comm, oip, YEP (hopefully i can go), studying methods, friends to make... etc... al will be the same. I will juz continue to be dao towards ppl i dun like... put up a false front for those ppl i die die must face. But all this will end as soon as i defer.

Staying at this point longer, makes mi feels disgusted. i juz cant wait for times got mentoring, for foc, for the 2 agms and the next sem... or even attachment. I juz cannot tolerate ppl who are fake, copycat(S), attitude (although i am sometimes, ops!). ha! u all can juz get out of my life. i wont die without u... but it seems so hard...

The only problem i have now..is probably not a problem?? that is..what class to go... honestly speaking.. i dun htink i wan to go class 3. thats perhaps my last choice. left with 1 and 2. but.. i only see cons... no pros.. what to do? should i juz tell the IC tt i can go either 1 or 2... but NOT 3... and juz let them decide? but im afraid i will regret. How?

Im starting to wonder if wt and wl are treating mi as friend..or juz making use of mi.

I'm Sick!~

2008-11-12T21:32:00.002+08:00

I guessed got go...chuan ran by some ppl?? that i got a flu..but after a short nap..its better... hahas..went to the shop to help todae...and sold like 2 packets of panadol flu? hahas... must be weather... Well, my mum had friends from tw, they came over... and my mum juz bring them around to catch up with some friends... yup...

Me...supposed to help out at the shop...turn out.. to sleep at my cousin house thanks to the stupid flu..-.- felt so bad... dad and uncle has to work... with one helper less...

Thanks dad for waking mi out..otherwise im goin to miss the whole briefing..and late for my lesson..(although the briefing is like...pointless?) hahas. ops.

anyway... joanne! all the best! ok? coz is like u are goin tto fite for ur rites! and thanks for sending mi... i think ur dad like.. =.= hahas.

Pek Chek? or Sian?

2008-11-11T14:50:00.002+08:00

arh. wt and wl. driving mi nuts. thats all i can say. lol

Wishing Spheres!

2008-11-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

hi ppl! take a look..and come support!

What a Weekend!

2008-11-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

Its the end of the week again...i wondered how i survived this week...last sundae seems to be yesterdae.. wat did i do for this whole week?? well..i remember i had mentoring yesterdae.... followed by..long hours of interview.... and than meeting!!! again. lol. looks like spend more time in meeting htan sleeping.... but guess the coming week no meeting..so... should be rather relax. hahas! no mdes meeting..no mentoring meeting...no project meetings!!!hehex.

anyway...i spent my weekend eating! hahas.. like pig sia...omg. i still have kangkong in my stomach i guess. hahas. im like..eating like although im not hungry at all... lol...

Tml is monday! will i get mondae bluex? hahas. We'll see....

What to do?

2008-11-04T23:14:00.003+08:00

Im sooooo tired. YEP or not? To defer or notz? the pros and cons seems to be the same! Damn advisor making our life difficult again in cca.-.- argh!!!!!

To go for YEP...passion...i can have fun i suppose? its goin to be a very good experience!!! jus feel like goin. my parents are telling mi to decide myself..but they dun seems very happy with it... well, actually i dun mind paying myself... but..some ppl are goin..this certainly spoil my mood.. hmm dun think they should spoilt my mood rite? I have my own friends there too... however, such trips should have the fun ppl.... omg omg omg..should i go anot? if i go..im like going overseas 3 times in half a year...i think is very taxing for my parents in terms of financial...

to defer to do FOC? should i?by doing it..passion too, fun, experience soo ba? so that i can put my attachment at the last sem? BUT working with a new group of ppl whose study style is juz so diff from mine... and be pek chek? i suppose? get isolated from new/old classmates? OR dun do the foc, dun defer? continue to stay as the same class, face the same stress or even more... tolerate more things...? if i dun defer, than maybe i cannot go the YEP coz my attachment will be affected...perhaps, wont be affected?

omg. seriously i dunno... suddenly everything dun seems to be as easy as i thought.

I feel so guilty like i have neglected my cca, the ppl are understanding.. dun seems to be flooding mi with work... but i hope i can really help them out..after all, they are my 1st group of best friends in np! even my classmates aren't that close to mi (except for a few, specially to mention wt and wl = well, they almost killed mi...when i din mention them.lol) ...initially. currently, facing a big big problem wit out advisor..he juz dun keep his words... pushing all blames to the pred..=.= jus how unreasonable he can be-.-

Im soooo tired! y did i juz take up so many things? i wan a long long break. once again. can someone juz tell mi what to do? or rather... i dunno? how can i let all these "sians" stuffs out of my life.. juz wanna do things with passion and not pressure!!! whens holidae coming? pls come quickly..work are piling again..i hate it.

During Lecture NOW!

2008-11-04T09:54:00.005+08:00

*chet*-:the wild boar is ....
Brand New World!!! : kwan chet
*chet*-:went to smell my friend's face
*chet*-:oh my god
*chet*-:almost kissed my friend who was sleeping then
*chet*- :haha
*chet*-:wild boar

omg. chet. i keep luffing think my lecturer than im mad..ahhas. and i feel so guilty not getting anything into my head!

*chet*-:the wild boar is U and i am other alphabets

I Miss U!

2008-11-03T15:45:00.002+08:00

dun worry, i miss other alphabets too! hahas. ops. Pearlyn. lol but at least you are "amazed" by it. hahas!

WL, WT. i cfm deferring le..if theres no prob.... do miss mi!!!! hahas

i hope 'she' say. no. lol. ops.

What should I name it?

2008-11-02T00:28:00.001+08:00

seems like all sats are for mentoring? hahas.. well... guess so...ops!

Happy or Sad?

2008-11-01T13:41:00.000+08:00

So glad to be praised...it has been so long since i got praised for ppt!!!! feellll supper SHIOK! hahas..well..that was yesterdae..for pmkg. hahas.... omg JUST so happy.. hahas...

But... sad..coz i cant donate... hahas...theres nth wrong with mi.. hahas juz for a small stupid scratch on my hand that happens to be right at the vein..lol..they dare not take the risk..saying that my vein is not that firm afterall.. lol..and... they cant find my vein on the rite. hahas! juz cant believe such thing happen on me... oh my. lol!

anyway.. had mentoring this morning... had a small boy, stanley age 5! hahas.sooo cute. but when he dun listen..soooo tedious... but overall... we all had fun. oh yes. edward and i are the ones playing with him.lol... got a strong sense of satisfaction teaching him to count 1 to 20.. and the magic words of sorry, thank you and please! hahas. Im juz so smart. lol! ops!

hahas! How blur can I be...=.=

2008-10-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

Im juz so...arh. bad memory. hahas! left my pencil case and file in the clubhouse..how am i goin to survive without that? hahas. hope jeff will bring it to mi later.... yup.. PLEASE!!! u got to bring it to mi! hahas.

hmm had lots of fun! at the booth i suppose? actually arh.. very sian... got the booth.. but i cannot ps joanne and jy there... alone...like the others are juz so XXX to help.. SELFFISH!!!!! hahas. lucky nick and weijun, went there.. to acc ... 2 to 3..pathetic mi... ALONE-.- thanks to their acc... it was not so bad. hahas.

than i saw SZ!!! hahas. she gave mi a jelly? agar-agar? watever is tt..lied to mi is she made one.... I really believe lor. lol! but thanks ah. that really brightened up my day. lol.

Poor jy have to do the noticeboard...acc awhile to do..than went off.. hahas.. we did some mischevious tings in the clubhouse though..imitating ppl. lol! jokers. hahas.

anyway..my mum went for some checkups todae.. lucky shes fine! (o:

Loooooooooooooong Gossip!

2008-10-29T00:41:00.000+08:00

Had lots of complaints... hahas. felt so much better...and of coz... GOSSIPING! hahas.! omg... how bad can I be... hahas! but sometimes... I juz need to vent my frustration and unhappiness.. YUUUUP! i guesss that's how i did it. Thanks Joanne~! and Jiaying! hahas.. Well, u 2 had a great time venting ur frustrations too! hahas...

Ended sch soooo early todae... thought i could do my homework..but ended up doing some saikang.. hahas. but it was worth it! hahas...coz... just worth it lor. hahas!!

I'm so DEAD

2008-10-26T14:17:00.000+08:00

omg. wat a sunday... FEEL SOOOOO DEAD! come to think of it...seems like there is no rest since sch reopen last sem (April) until now..despite the fact have gone Overseas...etc... blablabla... Sch reopened again... tons and tons for homework piling up. Feel like giving up. dun wanna do le. NO POINT! Lecturers are giving homework like no one's business... I doubt they read our work word by word and grade up. Facts like: oh, they grade by length de. is so infuriating, you think u should still put in 100% effort?

Went for the bp talk yesterdae, the speaker said:

If you work hard with the right attitude and you fail, your failure is temporary.

If you have the wrong attitude, even if you succeed, your success is temporary.

Dun think this is real? so tired of all these nonsense.. FACE THE REALITY! you have to be despicable to be successful like some people. Getting others to sympatize them and .... u noe.

I wan a long long break. One without homework that has deadlines, without despicable ppl. Only with things i like to do.

Hope i get back to my mood of studying after i bathe later...

Full of Mentoring!

2008-10-26T00:27:00.000+08:00

hahas! had soooo much fun and laughter todae... with the mentoring ppl... gossip like mad yesterdae...and todae...luffing non-stop. hahas!

Had mentoring at Tiong and the place is like...omg..so diff from queenstown! hahas... went to bp for some talk?? thought it would be very boring..hahas..but turn out to be so beneficial... and funny... Xiong, remember the decisions blablabla! i had revise with u le. hahas! Afterwhich went to dover... and watch some wheelpower stuffs...

Hmm... huiwen, you should thank us for accompanying u man! i can see ur purpose lor~ ops! hahas. jkjk

*i guess we are doing the same thing... getting each other out of our life slowly...
*May we succeed.